Anxiety

So I had the Doughnut shift at work and I was using up basically all the racks to bake my bread and make the donuts. Well my coworker comes in to work and starts talking about how there are no free racks, and that he needs them because he has a lot of shit to do today. I started to feel really bad and feel like I was doing a bad job because he was complaining… Except the fact that I need to have all these racks because I have so much shit to bake and prepare. I had a set time limit for everything that supposed to be out, and I was almost done anyway. He gives me anxiety because of how mad he gets sometimes, and I just always feel like it’s my fault.

Like I get it’s almost Thanksgiving and you have a lot of shit to do, but that shouldn’t stop me from doing my job. I have a lot of shit to do too. I have to provide for the other departments. I can’t reduce how many racks I use.