Pregnancy scare

Deja

So I’m not really good at explaining the story but I’m going to give it a shot.

So I know this guy we’ve been working at the same restaurant for two years since I’ve been there for what I know. In the past two years every day that we work together he has tried to hit on me take me out and etc.I finally gave him a shot after two years I know that’s a long time for him to just keep hitting on me I get it he is very persistent and he knows exactly what he wants but anyway we went on to the three dates in the past two years. But I’ve been just kind of like wanting something not a relationship but you know what I mean. And there was a time that he deafly want to meet( relationship) But at that time I didn’t want anything I still don’t maybe so I don’t know kind of confused about my home mental thought process about this. So lately we’ve been just hooking up and in the beginning used condoms but for some reason the condo and would always just not be there but he would always pull out so I wasn’t as much worried. Now I’m young and still stupid but we don’t use condoms anymore recently we just got into that feels better I know people say this 1000 times condoms just don’t feel like the real thing completely. Recently in this past month we had sex about four times the last two times was just different. The energy that he was giving me while in bed it was totally different from what the energy was before for the past 4 to 5 months maybe to 5 to 6 months. Now I’m saying this with as much caution because I want you to understand deathly what I mean by this. I am an Afro Latina but most people who see me consider me as a black woman and mix with five things not really going to get into it I speak about 3H language I speak Creole,Spanish and English. Now I’m not trying to give out how many people I slept with but most people know I speak about three languages. Nobody who ever slept with me has never asked me to speak another language I just thought that this was just too much for me I’m a vanilla type a girl and he was like on some different type of spice kind a dude. I get it some people like it very rough and kinky and I like it very plain. I like to just get my nut in and leave that’s the energy I like to show. But anyways like I was saying we’re having sex I’m really into it I’m not really focused but I’m somewhat focus he speaks to me I’m answering to some of the questions and some of his demands but most the time I am in my own head that I kind of forgets that he’s like there if you know what I mean now this is where I think things kind of go left for me and I didn’t really say anything because I was in the Motion so it really didn’t hit me until afterwards. He keeps talking to me telling me to speak to him saying my name whispering biting on me giving me hickeys and that just makes me go even crazier. And I remember when we were like at the end of our moment me having my climax and him having his nut. Is that he was asking me over and over can you not at me now when you’re in that moment you really are not focus but you are focus on just getting to that moment and so without even comprehending or responding or giving it a thought I said yes like an idiot that I am🤦🏽‍♀️. Then he proceeds to say which looking back I should’ve said something but I’m still dumb I am the youngest in my family and I’m still a dumb he goes so are you trying to have a child?😱😱😱😱😱 by the time that I couldn’t even answer I had climaxed he has nodded and now I’m sitting here like what the fuck just happened and I just fell asleep.That was in the beginning of this month I’m just trying to figure out the last time we had sex was he trying to knock me up or was he trying to just get his and that I am confuse but my problem is that I had sex two times this month the last time was around last week or the week before that I’ve taken to plan B’s I wasted $120 in this month and my period hasn’t showed up on this app it’s supposed to say that my period supposed to start on Friday and now it’s been six days late and I’m kind of getting worried because like I said I’ve taken a Plan B in those three days the 72 hours and I’m regular my parent comes every month I’m not irregular it doesn’t show up when I fucking feels like it doesn’t knock on my door whenever it just says hey I’m here to like piss you off today I know that when I am on this app I know for sure that it’s either going to be in the same week that the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> app has told me or two days late so when this week has happened and I’m post to be on my period and two days has gone by late and now it’s the fifth day I’m kind of getting worried I don’t know that I’m post to either just have a period two times next month and it’s just gonna start back up or am I pregnant please somebody help me out just inform a sister out.