I’m ugly 😭

Magen

So I finally stepped on the scale and holy sh*t I’m surprised it didn’t break. I’m so ashamed and feel disgusted, can’t even imagine how others see me when I’m in public. 🤢

Need to lose 90lbs to get to ideal body-height ratio. Does anyone else relate? How do you stay motivated? Where do you even begin?? Ugh I’m so sad.