I just need to vent on here. Maybe some of you can relate...

My husband & I have been trying to conceive.

It's been so hard because I never have a clue when I'm ovulating. I have very irregular cycles and I skip periods. Ovulation kits never work for me. I always get a negative result no matter what time in my cycle I test. So hubby and I try to make love every other day to at least try to time things right.

Well with that being said, I thought I was finally pregnant since I've been having symptoms; Tender/swollen breasts, tons of clear/white cm, cramping, pelvic aches, more tired than usual and I even have an elevated bbt than what I usually have. (Its been elevated for more than a week)

So this morning on my way home from work I stopped at walmart and picked up a few 88 cent tests and tested as soon as i got home. I was so eager to see the result as I 100% thought It would come back positive. After I let the test do its thing I took a look after 3 minutes only to see it was negative. My heart shattered once again. Every single time I test my heart breaks a little more each time. I want nothing more than to be pregnant.

I never knew it would be this hard/stressful. I'm mentally exhausted from paying attention to each change I notice with my body only to get my hopes up then they just come crashing down.

Has anyone ever been through this? I need advice. Any advice/comments would be greatly appreciated.

Sincerely,

A woman who wants nothing more than to be a mommy. 💔