I have a question. I know it is impossible for anyone to certainly answer this, as only I can answer it for myself, but I need some help generally understanding my thoughts at the moment.

I have always thought I was 100% straight. I am in my late teens. In the past, I have made out with female friends as a joke at parties. I never took that seriously. And I’ve always been 100% supportive towards all sexualities. My past relationship was quite long, and my boyfriend was always against me figuring this out. He was against me even complimenting girls in case it made me turn “bi-curious.”

However; my current boyfriend is 100% open minded and supportive. This relationship is still relatively new (not yet approaching 1 year). So I feel like now I can genuinely think about this and explore it.

I am not sure how I feel. I could absolutely never see myself in a relationship with a female. However, I can only find myself watching lesbian porn as I find straight porn to be quite unappealing to watch. I also do occasionally fantasise about a female sexual experience. However, I have never felt attracted to any females in real life. Neither sexually, physically or mentally.

So I wonder if my attraction is simply sexual in terms of unattainable (celebrity) females.

Does this make any sense?