Finally left him

About a month ago i left an abusive relatos that lasted almost 2 years. I just have to say how much better I’m doing now:;

In the time we were together, he cheated and kept talking to the girl after i found out until i threatened to leave him if he didnt stop. He raped me multiple times, usually resulting me to rip and bleed. He forced me to go down on him and have anal with him in the bed right next to my aunt. he choked me and slapped me. he was narcissistic and made me turn against my parents and my own morals. he contributed to me being suicidal and extremely bipolar and borderline schizophrenic.

When i left i was scared. For quite some time before i broke up with him i started developing feelings for another person. strong feelings. i finally built up the courage to leave him after being told he would kill himself if i left. he cut himself in front of me. he took me home.

i texted the guy i liked and vented. we talked for hours. i told him how i felt and he said he felt the same way and we’re now together. im so much happier now. im proud of myself