boyfriend pretending to sleep when i need help

our baby is sick, she has a bad cold so not sleeping that great tonight. i’ve been up and down trying to get her to sleep since 7. it’s 12 right now. i’m so exhausted. i have ppd which makes 5 hours of this feel like it will never end.

well. i asked my boyfriend to feed her after i changed her diaper so i could get SOME amount of sleep. he says sure.

i come out from changing her diaper and he is obviously fake sleeping. i tell him i know he’s faking and he drowsily says “what?” still faking. so i roll my eyes and say “okay i guess i’ll feed her again”

he says “no. fine. i will feed her.” in an aggressive way. so i just say it’s fine and now i’m feeding her and he’s still pretending to sleep next to me. this will probably go on all night (her not sleeping) and i’m exhausted and haven’t slept and he hasn’t done anything.

i just wanted like 10 minutes of sleep