Fearing the worst...

After 2 MCs my rainbow is here! I was so worried the entire pregnancy, but hes here and healthy...but now,

I dont want to hurt my baby, if anything i want the opposite! My anxiety is so high, when i just think about taking him upstairs or just for awalk about the house, i picture accidentally tripping or somehow hurting him.

Its kept us basically glued to the couch because im afraid to live life with him 🤦🏼‍♀️

What is this?! Am i the only one?