Just needed to vent somewhere

I didn’t think I’d be impacted so much by being a year since my miscarriage.

I miscarried a few days before Christmas in 2018 and spent the last week of December in hospital alone on a maternity ward going to and from the operating room getting different procedures because of the bleeding. My (ex) partner didn’t visit me once while I was in there.

I didn’t realise how raw those feelings of hurt and being alone still were till this month started.

I’m not even sure how to enjoy Christmas this year.