This journey isn’t for the faint of heart....

I tried so hard not to test only to break down and test Sunday 12/1 at 3pm which was 9dp6dt and it was POSITIVE! We used a digital first response test that gives you the yes+. My beta is scheduled for Thursday and naturally I’m still nervous and wondering what my hcg numbers will be.

So yesterday 2 days after my positive results I decide to test again on a clear blue digital because I was just longing to see the words “pregnant” on the test. IT said NOT PREGNANT!! 😰 I would expect it to still be positive since this was 2 days after and it should be stronger right??

Freaking out I ran to the store and bought 2 more tests. Took a FRER line test and another first response digital....the line test was NEGATIVE and the digital came up with a QUESTION MARK?!! I’m so confused and sooooo upset.

I decided to call my office today to move my beta to today instead of Thursday and now waiting on the blood test results. I know it will be a long shot for me to be actually still pregnant if I really ever was 😕. On to a frozen transfer. To think I was so happy even for a day.