Not excited FET #2

So I had a chemical pregnancy on my FET #1. It took over two months for my hcg to go down to zero from 100. I still want to have a child but is it weird that I am not excited about the next FETs because I feel like they won’t work? Does anyone feel the same? I ve seen many women on here that have to go through 4-5 FETs to get their babies...