Off adderall while pregnant and it’s so hard...

I have adhd and have been on adderall for 7ish years. I’ve been off of it for 15 weeks now while pregnant and I have to say, it is so hard! I don’t feel like myself. I am sooooo spacey, unmotivated, and feel like I’m failing at everything work related. Anything I can do while pregnant? I just can’t imagine 25 more weeks without it, plus while breastfeeding I don’t think I can take it. 😩😩😩😩