Venting

I’m still early post ovulation but yesterday on several different brands I was getting shadow lines some with color. As a multiple tester of negatives and being pregnant I do the differences. I also know when something is growing in my body and I know for a fact I was briefly pregnant. I’m angry at my dr office and i want to leave so badly but I feel trapped. I called and asked for a progesterone test and all called several times and never got a response from the nurse. I’ve asked for thyroid and blood work done before clomid and got brushed off. Now I’m suffering two heartbreaks. Maybe those test would not give me an answers or maybe they would. I have no clue why the doctor can’t listen to my request.