Just need to rant!!

So I'm typically VERY regular 24 day cycles to the day almost!(Some months I'm 23 days some 25) BUT I'm 6 days late (AF was due 12/3/19)and got a BFN this morning on a CB rapid response test. I was tracking for ovulation but my CB ovulation test stick malfunctioned and wouldn't stop giving me high (even tested in water 😡) so I'm not sure when ovulation was really... BUT IT HAS been CD 11-13. So I have no clue what's going on other than 1. I ovulated late 2. Didn't ovulate at all or 3. Im pregnant but testing to early. I want to be PREGNANT so bad i can hardly stand it. I feel like everyone but me is getting pregnant and they arent even trying. We had an early miscarriage May 2018 and it took awhile for my body to reset but once it did my cycles were extremely regular that's why I'm so confused now.

I dont have any pregnancy symptoms but I also dont have any PMS symptoms either which is odd. I usually get irritable and moody a week before and sore boobs and cramping 3 days with spotting the day before. I had brown spotting this past Friday (12/6/19) and pink/brown spotting the Friday and Saturday before too (11/30 and 11/31)

Any similar experiences or stories is greatly appreciated!! Baby dust to everyone TTC