Pregnancy story ..

Hello everyone, well I’m not new in this group. I have posted several times over the Past years. I have been pregnant a total of five time. First three they were miscarriage. The first one I was in a car accident and didn’t know I was pregnant. Had the miscarriage at about 3-4 weeks. The following two was unknown cause at 6-7 weeks. My last one was may 2019. Weeks were unknown. This one was the most traumatizing because I had a ectopic pregnancy. Once my doctors found out about my ectopic it was too late and my tube ruptured. I was in the hospital for 3 days. That was not the worst part, the worst part came after. My anxiety was above and beyond. My depression was horrible. I was on medication. Worst time in my life gained so much weight. Fast forward to October. I decided It was enough when I experienced my first panic attack. I started back my medication. Joined Zumba classes, did bootcamp and all sort of activities to keep me busy. I started doing keto in November to help me loose weight. Fast forward to present

Friday Dec 6th I had been cramping all week long thinking I was going to get my period. I was a few weeks late, but I thought it was normal since my cycle has been off. Idk what made me take a pregnancy test, but I did and let me tell you I was in shook. Two strong positive.

That day I went to the health department because I needed assurance that I was right. They confirmed I was 6 weeks pregnant. Let me tell you it was the scariest thing that I could have heard. Not because I didn’t want a baby, but because I was scared it would be another ectopic. I made an appointment with my obgyn as soon as possible. I went in Monday Dec 9th and they did an ultrasound and saw a 4-5 week sac. Best believe I was supper excited. I always prepare my self for the worst. I thought, “ok as long as it is in my uterus a Normal miscarriage is not as bad and ectopic.(I know it’s negative thoughts, but when you have been through what I have trust me you have to prepare yourself for anything). I have been Cramping no spotting. Cramping has gone down, I get a sting one probably once or twice a day. I am faithful that this one will stick. Hope my story helps someone. And I ask for as many prayers I can get for everything to come out good. I have another ultrasound Monday’s I will keep updated.

Here is my first ultrasound. Measuring 5 weeks 2 days went today and doctor said everything was great. I’m going to be monitored every week until they think it it safe to do every month. I’m so glad that they are doing every week. Keeps my anxiety down