I’ve been seeing this girl the past couple weeks and y’all when I tell you I am in LOVE. She’s amazing. When I’m with her we never stop talking or laughing (I mean, unless we’re having sex or sleeping lmao). I am so completely smitten with her. The last time I spent the night I woke up at about 6:30 in the morning because this girl is like a space heater and she was all snuggled up next to me but it was too damn cute for me to detach her from me. We changed positions multiple times and each time we did she always made sure she was holding on to me in some way. At one point I was big spoon and I tried to take my arm away so I could grab my phone and check the time and when I did she grabbed my hand, put it right back where it was, and intertwined her fingers with mine. My heart MELTED. I thought she must have been at least a little awake for that but it turns out she was totally asleep and doesn’t remember it at all.

She has already told all her friends and even her MOM about me which really surprised me but made me so happy.

Problem is I have a history of getting too attached to someone too quickly and getting hurt. I think she likes me just as much as I like her but my anxiety is starting to get the best of me. I’m so afraid that I’m going to be too much and she’ll stop liking me. The fact that I won’t be able to see her for four weeks while she’s several states away for winter break doesn’t help either (we’re in college). I just dont know what to do to calm my anxiety because I’m afraid to bring this up with her since I really haven’t known her that long and I don’t want to freak her out with how much I like her.