Anyone?

Ok so I haven't been on this app in a while, I've been ttc for 5 years after a MC and successful live birth, but not had any sign of a bfp. I just kind of gave up trying in the last year (the reason I deleted this app) but this month something happened that's never happened. Instead of my period I only had spotting for a few days. I did have period like cramps and the bleeding was never enough for a pad (sorry if tmi) That's been at least a week ago and tbh im to scared to test because 5 years of bfn tests can get to you. So if anyone has any experience please help.