Today

Neely • Paramedic / single mama 🖤

Today is my birthday.

Today I found out at 5 weeks we lost our first baby.

Today I have to pretend like nothing happened, and go take an important test to get my license to practice as an EMT.

I don’t know how I’m going to do this. How I’m going to move on and start over. When we found out I knew it was too good to be true.