Hormones and Rant

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So first time mom I’m due February 20. I am being tested again for preeclampsia. If I have it they will induce me between Jan 28-February 2nd. Our lease is up at the beginning of March and we are in a one bedroom apartment. I had a break down yesterday watching a YouTube video of someone setting up their nursery. I feel guilty and stressed that I won’t have a space for the baby. I feel so overwhelmed which all of this change happening at once. And not knowing what’s going to happen or how to make it work. Has anyone else dealt with moving around ether time your baby is coming? Am I being silly for feeling bad to not be able to set up a nursery for him?