Yesterday I had my 20 week scan I wasn’t sure whether to find out the sex so I said to the sonographer if I see I see, he went down by the legs and I really couldn’t tell thought I saw a little willy but then the direction changed and we thought girl so at the end I just said what is it and he said boy I already have a boy and as much as I love this baby I feel proper miserable about having another boy then I’m making myself feel like a horrible person for being upset that it’s a boy 😔😔