I just wanna state that I'm happy with having healthy soon to be 3 boys.💙

...But after getting pregnant for the 3rd time, and finding out it's another boy. I honestly feel like I'm missing out on something of not having a daughter. I've felt like this since i found out, and it's causing abit of depression. Some say i just need to be thankful for healthy babies. But i can't shake the feeling of envy that others i know are being blessed with little girls. And it makes me cry, seeing the little girl clothes and videos of little girls with their mommies. And I am not looking into having another after this one. Pregnancy just takes a huge toll on my body, as I'm very petite. And having to only have c sections just makes it that much more difficult. I know God gives you what you need, but i can't help but think why wasn't i blessed with a daughter? What made God see me as just a mother of boys? I would also like to adopt, but it's just such a hard long process.. Am i the only one? 😔