I resent him so much, getting to sleep a whole night. Not catering to our daughters every cry like I do. Not having to be her personal bed like I do. Not having to work for his sleep like I do. He isn't even working to provide for us! And he refuses to quit smoking (BOTH WAYS) FOR THE BETTERMENT OF OUR DAUGHTERS LIFE! I live him so much, and if I ask him to get me food and a drink, he's more than willing. But why won't he just take our daughter off my hands? Why do I have to suffer this completely alone? I hate him so much for it! I didn't ask to do this alone. Why is he putting me through this?