Anal fissures !!!

I am in so much pain when I poop that I’m scared to poop now... it feels like I’m pooping out glass. I take stool softeners and apply coconut oil and baby powder together to my bum to help ease pain but doesn’t help much, I just want it to not be so painful when I have bowel movement. I want to cry and I’m honestly out of breath because it’s that painful. Please help me, I am desperate. ( I do have hemorrhoids but this is a different kind of pain, and I see the fissures )