Messed up

I really done and messed up. My boyfriend would much rather sleep downstairs on the couch then come to bed. I was going to apologize when he came to bed after his shower but he went downstairs instead and I thought he’d be coming back up but nope, he’s passed out on the couch. I can’t get to sleep anymore without in bed so I’ve been up for the past 2 hours waiting for him. Looks like no sleep tonight.