Okay so I’m being a fucking brat and I am well aware. My husbands 19 year old cousin is pregnant. She definitely actively tried and is trying to play it off as an oops. But I’ve had plenty of conversations and know the truth. Anyway. My husband and I are young too 24&26 but we’re married and we have a house and we have stable jobs and she just isn’t in the right position at all to be bringing a child into the world of course who am I to judge and half the time I’m like are my husband and I able to?? I don’t know. But anyways her and her mother are the type Of people who mooch off my husbands grandmother like barely pay the rent and bills they owe to her and have no problem asking for money. We on the other hand would never fucking dream of it. And I know this comes off as jealousy but I’m basically like the family dynamic is already so fucking wack and this is just going to set it into full force and I hate to be a part of it. I’m also 28 weeks and 5 days and at the point where I just want my twins. Of course I want them to be healthy but I have this ridiculous fear of something happening to them and her having kids before me like it’s some messed up race. Anyways I know I sound crazy so if you read this till the end thank you 😭