I'm so mad at myself.

I have always put my eggs in the wrong basket... literally ever since I started dating I always chose the wrong guy.

And now I'm full of so much regret because there is a guy that is amazing in every way and he tried reaching out to me and wanting to connect, but I turned him down for the guy that I'm literally fighting for so hard right now...

My current "SO" and I just had a baby but I've known from the beginning he wasnt relationship material yet I chose to fight so hard for him

I love my baby of course so I would never wish that was different, but I wish I would have given the other guy a chance or just waited before getting so deep into this relationship...

But it's always been this way. I make very unwise dating choices that always lead me into more and more misery instead of choosing somebody who will uplift me and add happiness to my life

I hope I can get the strength to end this toxic relationship and work on myself so when someone good comes along, I can finally say yes to them instead of another a**hole.

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