I haven’t had sex in a while with my partner because I’ve been avoiding it. Since I was little I was raised to feel ashamed of my sexuality and had really low self esteem. My bf is really supportive and understanding and he’s helping me to have a better relationship with myself. But I wanna be able to feel sexy and get into it whenever we have sex, I’m so in my head focusing on what he expects instead of thinking what I like. I’ve never been able to give myself an orgasm and frankly, I‘ve tried so damn hard to find out what I like, I seriously think something is wrong with me and I’m a 23 year old women, still ashamed and afraid to explore what my body likes 😔