I have been TTC for almost two years. Last month we began our <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> journey after months of just taking Clomid. Sadly on Christmas Day AF reared her ugly head after I was so sure I was pregnant. My husband and I have had every test to rule out any causes, and so far the only reason we have is “unexplained”. It is just so frustrating to not understand why we have not conceived yet when it seems so easy for everyone around us. We were about to start monitoring for our second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> cycle, but I just found out I have a cyst and my doctor doesn’t want to waste a round. So I am back to waiting.

I can’t help feeling like my body is completely betraying me, and I want this powerless feeling to disappear. I have been better at shaking this monthly heartbreak away, but I can’t seem to get rid of this deep sadness this month. Any positive stories or thoughts would be greatly appreciated 🙂