Feeling really Down 😭😩

I don’t have anyone else to talk to other them my SO ... I haven’t told my family that I’m pregnant ... they keep asking but I tell them no... tonight at a family dinner my grandmother ask if I was for the 2 nd time and if I was I better end it now 😭😭 you can only imagine how that feels coming from family and my mom mention me jus going to get my tubes tied now I’m so hurt it’s unreal there making me doubt myself n my thoughts are running crazy I have no support but the 2 friends that know and my SO I feel so low right now it’s unreal