Anyone on their second pregnancy and just over it?

Now don’t get me wrong, I feel so beyond blessed that I was able to get pregnant right away after struggling for months to get pregnant with my first.

I had my son in January of 2019 and am now 29 weeks pregnant - I became pregnant when my son was 3 months. I had an emergency c section with him and the scarring spot is causing a lot of extra pain this time around. I’m also anemic which causes me to be crazy tired the majority of the time, add on having both a full and part time job and my 11 month old cutie.

I just feel bad like I’m wishing away this pregnancy because I’m huge, sore, tired, and have basically been pregnant for 2 years.. I haven’t started on #2’s nursery or been taking progress pictures like with my first. I feel so guilty.

Can anyone relate???