I am so fucking angry at you.

I want to kick you in the kneecaps for leaving me to care for a baby by myself while you’re out in the world.

Now I have to try to not kill myself because this depression has gotten worse before the pregnancy.

I wanted to swallow a bunch of pills because I felt worthless to be with you. I felt unattractive and unwanted. You don’t compliment me or I feel like I’m a burden to you. You don’t make an effort to talk to me.

Fuck you

Fuck you

Fuck you

And fuck off. Stay away from me. You don’t want to call me then I’m not fucking calling you about the baby cause you can kiss my fat, jiggly ass.