A year ago today, I felt a little off but I just chalked it up to PMS. A year ago today, my world changed for the better. A year ago today started new fears, new anxiety, but overpowered in excitement and love. A year ago today, you made me a mother. A year ago today I found out you existed. Now you are a thriving 4 month old who loves to talk and laugh, you roll over, you love sitting up, you love music and grandma's house. You love anyone you meet. You have such a bright smile and anyone who gets to witness it is so lucky. You are so incredibly loved and I cannot wait to see what 2020 brings us, Little Man.