My hormones have been absolutely crazy lately and I feel like a terrible mom. I am 30 weeks with my first and it took us two years to get him. I feel like these last weeks are dragging and I want to meet him so bad and experience labor that I literally cry everyday. My sister in law just had her baby today and apart of me feels so jealous and envious. And my brain just wants me to deliver right now! But what mother in their right mind would want to have her baby this early? And not that I want him early just that I wish I was closer to my due date. Please no negative comments I already feel like the worst mom. I wouldn’t wish him to be born early but I find myself on google seeing what happens if they are born early. Has anyone else experienced this? If you have please tell me what helped you get through these last 10 weeks.