This is my first pregnancy. We are very happy about our baby, but when we found out we were pregnant we also found out my mom has a mental disorder ( she doesn't want to get treatment and her behavior is impacting me a lot mentally), plus we were moving back to our home country after 7 years of living abroad. I would be in a very poor condition if it wasn't for this baby and my loving husband. I am extremely thankful to God for blessing us with this baby at this time. I think this has saved me. Though I am still very sad and depressed many days, and I am scared to affect my baby. I want the three of us to be very happy.