I know there must be other mamas who feel the way I do, and I would love some input.

I am due with my 4th baby in April, I don’t like the idea of an epidural, but I’m willing to have it as a backup.

My first was a c-section, my second was all natural, and my third I used very little Nubian that made me super drowsy.

I don’t want to be numb, I want to feel things, I want to experience it, even the pain. My husband is NOT getting it, he says “just get an epidural so you can relax and enjoy the experience” it bugs me. I want him to be supportive and understanding, but I can’t seem to explain so he’ll understand 😩 my best labor and the one I feel so proud of was my all natural labor, it was an amazing experience.