BBL.???

i wanna get a brazillian butt lift so bad im so insecure im 18 had a baby shes 8 months i just got fat and havent been able to loose it its like my stomach goes from flat to fat from top to bottom n my ass got flatter n i also wamna get my boobs done their so small their 36b 😞 any tips.?? ive seen some videos from drs in mx but has ajyone had this done anywhere and what do y’all recomend.??