11 weeks 2 days hormonal need a vent

My skin is breaking out. I feel sick constantly. And I want to cry over everything. I have a 2 year old. My friends all lost interest in me since I became a mum and now I feel like a lonely loser. I have so many appointments to organise and bills I need to pay and I am behind on housework and I feel exhausted. Feel like my life is out of control. Feel really anxious and full of dread. I don’t know why I’m so useless at maintaining friendships, keeping myself organised and on top of our finances. Thanks for listening to my rant 😔