Stoned Thoughts: Dealing With Yourself

So because I live in a state that likes to act prude when it comes to alcohol and weed, it is nowhere close to legalizing, so I have run out of bud and have no access to it for a while because my dealer decided to stop selling so he can go to college and find himself. Super awesome but also, super damn it haha.

Anyways, in these 13 days that I've been completely out of bud, I have come to realize how sad I actually am, which in hindsight makes a lot of sense. Whenever I'd get anxious or sad, I'd just smoke and forget about it. Not being able to do that at the moment has made me realize that I have a lot of shit about myself that I never confronted.

I suppose now would be a good time to find a good therapist haha.