This is killing me 😭

Anytime my stomach gets super bloated all I do is imagine what it would be like if I was pregnant and how great it would be if I was pregnant. I’ve been in a relationship with my boyfriend for about 5 years and this past year that’s all I think about is having a baby. Baby fever is killing me. When I see my friends announce they’re pregnant I get a little jealous, when I see other ladies pregnant I get a little jealous as well. We’re only 23/24 so I know we’re still considered “young” but I can’t get the baby fever to go away. He’s not ready at all and we aren’t financially stable to have babies just yet but I can’t get these thoughts to go away 😫 I’ve taken care of babies/kids all my life pretty much and I loved every bit of it.