I’m having my rainbow baby after a loss in 2015 n I’m doing this alone... I’m scared that I might end up losing this baby but I never made it past 7 weeks in my last pregnancy I’m currently 12 weeks 5 days n I find it hard to get excited when did u guys get excited and all the fears went away? Also using the nub theory what do u guys believe the baby is? I got told a girl but only 80% chance and I keep telling my mom it can change by week 14 when I go to my ultrasound appointment