I know it’s ridiculous

Did anybody else feel like this at 18 like I just turned 18 few weeks ago and my bf is 17 in a few months but I wanna baby so bad I’m not planning on having one or anything because I know it’s not the best time and we’re to young but I just want a baby to hold and take care of and love and just snuggle forever lol I wanna be older and ready 😂😂😂😂 I didn’t know where to post this