16 weeks..

And I am so terrified. My last loss was at 16 weeks and I haven't felt baby yet so I'm a nervous wreck. I dont have an appointment until 18 weeks and I am so scared they wont find the heartbeat again...I was going to buy an at home doppler but amazon wont let me unless I'm a doctor. I just wish I could feel him kick already so I can have some peace of mind. I dont know if this worry will ever go away with having a missed miscarriage last time..here's to holding out two weeks for my appointment. Thanks for letting me vent ladies...😊