My husband was diagnosed with low testosterone months ago. I went with him to the doctor and heard it myself. I know in my head its not my fault he doesn't have sex with me or do things with me anymore but in my heart I feel broken, unworthy, ugly, fat ect... all the things you feel when you are rejected. Because that's the way it feels. I feel rejected by my own husband. Now logically I know there are medical issues going on here. The drive is gone and so is the desire. If we were older and married for a longer period of time maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad. I feel like I am missing out. We have been married for just over a year. We are in our early 30s. I haven't had the time that I feel like I deserved to prepare for this stage of my life. I am not super sexual but I feel like I'm normal. I want to make love with my husband and fill that part of our marriage. My love language is touch which makes this even harder for me. Well he got on testosterone shots and several weeks ago I noticed that there was the same amount of testosterone vials in the cabinet. He had stopped taking them... I don't know what to do. I feel broken. I'm a broken woman who just wants to be loved, adored, and desired. I wrote this to honestly get advice and help. I need help and encouragement and honestly I need reassurance. Thank you all in advance for any advice and help on this issue. ❤