I feel like my child isn’t mine. I literally look at her and cry because she feels like someone else’s child to me. I kiss on her and love on her but it still doesn’t feel normal? I don’t think I have a bond with her like a mother should.

She looks exactly like her father, she has everything from him, and nothing from me and that doesn’t help the situation. I’m just overwhelmed with emotions...sadness being the main one.

Baby girl has colic so she cries all the time and I literally get a splitting headache. Her dad took her to another room to give me a break and I still heard her crying and my head was just pounding. I don’t know. I’m just really sad, I feel like a shitty ass mom.