I’ve never owned a vibrator but I am thinking of trying

I posted about this previously, but I accidentally started masturbating at a very young age by crossing my legs together and squeezing and to this day it feels impossible for me to feel anything other than that.

I thought that maybe I would try a vibrator, but I’m scared that I won’t be able to feel that either... what do you guys think? Do you have any suggestions? (Something affordable because I’m not ready to spend my life’s earnings on something that doesn’t do anything for me)