PMS makes everything so much worse

Missing my first nephew 💔

My brother gave up his parental rights after lots of pressure from his first wife and pressure from his second pregnant wife. It hurts so bad sometimes and I just worry about him seeing me somewhere and I just start bawling. We've seen pictures through his mom's Facebook but she doesn't know we look at pictures.

He looks so much like our family. I hope he wants to find us someday so we can tell him we love him.