Again πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

Catherine β€’ 8th pregnancy ❀️ Let’s hope again πŸ˜‡πŸ™ Mommy of 5 little’s angels πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡ and two wonderfuls boys William and FΓ©lix πŸ’™

This morning I was about to naively start a new week. 5th weeks pregnant. This is my 6th pregnancy, I do have one little boy of nearly 16 months. That’s put the count at 4 pregnancy’s loss, between 5 and 10 weeks in the pass. I went to the bathroom, and it’s the nightmare again. Blood. Fucking freaking blood. Naively (again) with so many tears, I test again. The line is lighter than it was on DPO 11. πŸ’” I’m having my 5th miscarriage, and I’m so so sad. I don’t know how should I react. I’m lost. I’m scared. I feel so alone to accumulate miscarriages. I just need to ventilate. I was on aspirine, heparine shot, progesterone.. And I’m losing hope πŸ˜”πŸ’”πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜­