I’m so tired of this

I’m a stay at home mom, we live with my parents and they’re so annoying about the house looking spotless I’m not allowed to bring baby stuff or anything to the living area / anywhere else in the house. Moving out is out of my control as my husband is saving to move out. This isn’t the problem though.

The problem is my husband comes home, showers and goes back out to the gym. Yes he really is at the gym and have no speculation of him lying. Itsjust soo annoying to be in here all day and then I don’t even get to see him.

He’s the type of person that likes to be out. But I know if It were switched and I worked, showered and left again he’d probably start cheating on me because that’s how stuff like that happens.

I told him I don’t like that he goes out so often and I know it’s not like he’s partying or anything but it’s sucks to feel alone in here al the time.

And yes I know I can go outside but its very cold where I live. And taking him to the mall or anything by myself Is a hassle because we don’t have a car so I’d have to take public transportation or cab it (which I hate cause it’s expensive)

My point is omg I’m so sick of being alone here. We have a great marriage but i feel like hesnever here and when I just tried to say something He just said it’s my job. And he doesn’t complain about doing his job everyday. 😖

Anyway our baby is kind of young to appreciate activities like library or zoo. He’s an infant can’t even sit up yet.