STILL IN PAIN

I’m 6 weeks postpartum and had a vaginal delivery. My vagina is still in excruciating pain!! It still hurts to pee, it hurts my vagina when I have a bowel movement, it hurts to sit certain ways, sitting on the toilet kills me, I can’t squat down when doing things.. all this feels like my vagina and clitoris is literally ripping apart. I still have a lot of lochia coming out 😩 I have my doctors appt Monday but I’m so scared to even let the doctor look at it bc I’m in that much pain. Has anyone else had this issue? I thought this was supposed to be gone by now.