Pissed at husband

I’m so mad!!

I transitioned to SAHM when pregnant with #2. This is probably my last baby and with my first I was a full time student and went back to class when she was 2 weeks. I was in an intense program and Honestly I feel like I never got to enjoy my first being an infant because I was always studying or doing papers.

Baby # 2 is 8 weeks old and I’ve enjoyed every second of her. I keep the house clean but it’s a little cluttered, not dirty at all but we have outgrown our townhome and are currently building. Our house will be done in the next 2 months so I’m doing the best I can with little space. After dropping off my older at school, I go home tend to baby till pick up. This is probably my last child. I let her nap on me because I had always had put my first down when she fell asleep to study or do school work. I want to cherish these moments!!!

My husband went off on me this am after I did all the dishes and made him breakfast while the baby was napping on how the laundry wasn’t folded and the house isn’t perfectly clean. He works all day and I’m home.I told him I’m busy with the baby during the day and he said the baby sleeps. He makes it seem like I do nothing but watch tv all day. It’s not true!!

I let LO nap on me and try to get myself ready, eat and pick up after myself and my older kiddos tornado of a mess she makes. Then before I know it I have to go get my older from school and I have two kids keeping me busy. I do homework with my 6 year old and try to get a dinner made. I rarely put the TV on..I did so more the first two weeks when she was eating every couple of hours and nursing sessions were taking an hour or more. At night I do dishes and pack lunches when both kiddos are down and a few times a week I go to the gym.

I’m just sick of my husband putting me down. He’s been treating me like crap for the past 4 weeks. Making me feel like I don’t do anything. I take care of baby at night and he sleeps since he goes to work. It doesn’t bother me at all! Every week I try and do a little more since she sleeps longer at night and I have more energy.

I’m just feeling lonely and sad over how he makes me feel. I literally how no one to talk to about it.